BAD BOY LACKED (English Translation) Lyrics – Theodora
[Intro]
Doubts in loop.
My heart is so heavy.
Doubts in loop.
[Verse 1: Overload]
Doubts in loop.
There’s too many questions in my head, so I drive
(I roll, I roll, I roll)
Until it flows.
Not many people in my heart, yet I feel heavy
(It feels heavy, it feels heavy).
It feels heavy, even though yesterday—
Many of them blocked me, just yesterday.
I’m silly, I’ve made a prayer:
“God, please, may the music repel the winter.”
Smoked way too much weed, ringing the bell.
Would it be when I see everything around me falling down?
I’m sad but I don’t look like it,
I easily hide it all behind my grades.
If you line up numbers and smile,
I’ll perform for your party.
Well, I didn’t sleep.
I think about music, classes,
What I will do with my life.
I just performed, and as always, I have an overdraft.
My heart feels so heavy,
Pockets pierced so they’re empty.
I don’t think the timing’s right, babe,
Just get out of my life.
[Bridge: Unfair Vessel]
I like you, but bro, fuck slowing things down.
You only say this shit to lower my guard,
So I can kiss you at night when you want to chill.
You’re unfair. Stay, but go find a better vessel.
I like you—fuck slowing things down.
You only say this shit to lower my guard,
So I can kiss you at night when you want to chill.
You’re unfair. Stay, but go find a better vessel.
[Chorus]
I messed up,
But I did my best.
Oh yes, I did my best.
How many times did I give,
Just to receive your lies as currency?
How many lies? And how many of them do I know of?
Deep in your pocket, even my coin is surprised.
I did my best.
Oh, believe me babe, oh I did my best.
I did my best.
Oh, believe me babe, oh I did my best.
[Verse 2: Déjà Vu]
And I have a sense of déjà vu.
I admit it—memories of before.
You come home, you turn my head inside out,
And it goes like this again. And again.
And I have a sense of déjà vu.
I admit it’s memories of before.
Now you love me, then you love me less,
Day after day.
But when will it be my turn?
I’ve already gotten my slap on both of my cheeks,
And today, it’s the void.
I can’t manage to sing on joyful beats.
And when I was playing deaf—
The confident bad bitch—
I should have been watching the sky.
Should have not made the mistake of
Taking you back once, then twice.
Loving you not for one, but for two.
She says you’re a lil’ shit.
Now there’s at least two of us.
[Chorus]
I messed up,
But I did my best.
Oh yes, I did my best.
How many times did I give,
Just to receive your lies as currency?
[Verse 3: Bitter Taste]
I told myself that we could actually make it,
But I had already poured all the water in my glass.
There’s no more wine, so my drink’s way more bitter.
It’s your lies that give it this bitter taste.
[Chorus]
I messed up,
But I did my best.
Oh yes, I did my best.
How many times did I give,
Just to receive your lies as currency?
How many lies? And how many of them do I know of?
Deep in your pocket, even my coin is surprised.
I did my best.
Oh, believe me babe, oh I did my best.
I did my best.
Oh, believe me babe, oh I did my best.
