CERTO Lyrics – English Translation (pluglip)

[Verse 1]
I kissed an angel with cigarette breath.
Said “good morning” to a priest, then laid six demons to rest.
I’m sorry for the noise inside my head; I never meant to think this much.
I’m sorry for the sorry—god, where am I now?

I know I love the chaos of loving you, the gravity of you near.
I want to be your shelter, but who’s gonna shelter me?
It sends my mind spinning—I’m sorry for the spiral.
I’m sorry for the sorry—god, where do I see you?

Maybe this is all wrong, even when it feels so right.
Every time you’re close, that old feeling ignites.
Hug me, I hug you.
Calm me, I calm you.
You take care of me that way, and I’m just now seeing the light.

[Verse 2]
Even though sometimes I feel invisible, a ghost in my own skin.
You like to watch me burn, you show me a quiet terror within.
But I’m terrified, too—terrified of failing your fears.
Of rejecting your advice, so you bury your secrets deep.
The same ones I claim to hate, that I treat with disgust and scorn.
I only drag them out when it’s convenient—damn, now I see myself.

Sunday, I said “good morning.” Monday, a casual “see you around.”
Tuesday, I waited. Wednesday, you finally came down.
Thursday, I thought I was in love. By Friday, I can’t recall.
So I find myself drinking, maybe pretending to read.
Another book full of blank pages, another thing I didn’t get right.
I no longer think I love you—now I’m terrifyingly sure.