Anesthésie (English Translation) Lyrics – Aya Nakamura

[Verse 1]
I don’t care for people’s voices anymore,
Now I only do what I want.
I know exactly who I am,
So I do what I want.
I’ve been through my phases, carried them with me,
But through it all, I was sincere.
Yeah, I was sincere.

My heart was too pure, it made me question:
Where are the friends I used to trust?
I won’t trust them anymore, not even family.
They compare me to La Madrina,
But I’m tougher than La Madrina.
I’ve become colder, colder, colder.

[Chorus]
Now my feelings are numb.
So many memories I need to erase,
Left from moments that traumatized me.
That’s why my feelings are numb.
Yeah, my feelings are numb.

[Verse 2]
How could I ever forget?
I’ve forgiven, but the pain still flows through my veins.
I never went looking for trouble,
I’m pretty cool—you didn’t know I was the most voracious.

Your daddy?
Don’t start a problem when I’m talking to you.
Is he your daddy?
You know exactly what I mean, but you’re pretending.
I’m not playing your old games anymore, I get lost in them,
I just waste my energy on them.
Ouch, ouch, ouch.

[Bridge]
I admit, I used to be naive.
But I have to thank you—thanks to you, I know vice.
I practice vice.
I know what makes love happen,
And every day, I make new victims.
It all starts over again.

[Chorus]
Now my feelings are numb.
So many memories I need to erase,
Left from moments that traumatized me.
That’s why my feelings are numb.
Yeah, my feelings are numb.

[Outro]
You said you loved me…
You said you loved me deeply.
But under what conditions?
But under what conditions?
I’m sensitive and I hold grudges…
Sorry, sorry.
But under what conditions?
But under what conditions?